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SRR 'ौदन-झेिऊ । and makes my hair stand like quills on the fretful porcupine ! My betrothed is the daughter of a rich zemindar;-poor girl What a deal of misery is in store for her in the ever inexplorable womb of Futurity You know my desire for leaving this country, is too firmly rooted to be removed. The sun may forget to rise, but I cannot remove it from my heart Depend upon it-in the course of a year or two more, -I must either be in E-d or cease "to be' at all ;-one of these must be done You are my friend, Gour ! I disclose these secrets to you, without the slightest fear of their ever seeing the light: You are a gentleman. Hitherto I kept these secrets even from you. But now I cannot ; I want sympathyand to whom am I to look for it? I won't go to College tomorrow;excuse me for this piece of haughty disobedience. You are loved-and honoured-and ever shall be so, I. will show you my wretched-self, now and then ;-but to College-I will not, I cannot go. I hate the d-d fellow K-r. He wounded my feelings. By the bye-what do you mean by writing to me-'I will act the part of a friend"-? Upon my word, I don't understand it ; you really mystify me; explain this fully. If you don't go to College to-day, let me know of it. Perhaps I might give a call on you-but if you have nothing of importance to keep you away, pray do go. Don’t absent for my sake-that would be quite silly-foolish. Remember me to Madhub and Moti. Give my love to both of them. Pray send me my Tom Moore, and that volume of your Shakespeare which contains his Othello and Hamlet. If Othello and Hamlet are not in one